Going Somewhere?

October 28, 2009 ashleymorford

My btother and Mar!

babes Hmm… So I want to go somewhere… not sure where… but anywhere but here would be good! I’m really praying about things, and some situations that need to be removed from my life. I need direction before I lose my mind in the process!

I miss my Brother and Mary and my little baby niece Cailey! I wish I could be with them, and help them… but I want to be in Gods will…. Lord… is it your will that I go? Dont you just wish it was as simple as him saying “YES ASHLEY, GO!”? I mean seriously I just need it this one time!

I would drop everything if I knew it were God, and I would not look back. Everything inside of me wants to get away but am I just trying to run from my problems… or do I just need a fresh start…. where no one knows me, no one knows my past, and I can just be who I am in Christ and start new! So am I going somewhere? hmm…. good question, I guess I will know soon enough. Lord, open a door if I’m suppose to go, and close it if Im not! I love you and I trust you! I will do what you tell me! mar josh